all i really want at this point is for someone to come along and make me believe they’re better than her.  don’t get me wrong, i’ve met someone recently who is the most genuine person i’ve met in a long time.  she gave me hope that there’s such thing as a giving, selfless relationship.  there’s so much i could say about her, because she’s especially incredible.  my heart wasn’t in it though, and that’s why it couldn’t be her.  she showed me, but she didn’t make me feel it.  as humans we gravitate towards things that make us feel.  we could meet the person of our dreams, but if they don’t make us feel it.  it’s as good as nothing.  obviously showing is more than a huge part of it, but i feel like in order for actions to count, you have to feel it first.