i've made a huge mistake

I can’t stand my girlfriend anymore. We’ve been dating for two months (but we met back...

Fri, 28 Sep 2012 07:33:00 -0400

I can’t stand my girlfriend anymore.

We’ve been dating for two months (but we met back in January), and just….I can’t. She’s clingy, and she’s up my ass 24/7. The last few mornings I’ve been waking up at 3 or 4, and as soon as I get out of bed and come out to the living room to play WoW and gets up and follows me in here. I’ve ignored her all three times. And once she realizes I’m not going to talk to her, she gets up and goes back to my bed. Then later on she cries about it and we get into this argument.

While I was up in Georgia visiting her, we were going to go get her license shit done. We wake up that morning, she’s fucking grumpy as usual. She’s getting ready and I’m waiting for her. The night before I had dropped my glasses on the floor (because her cedar chest is always fucking messy with plates/cups so there’s never any room for me to set my glasses) and that morning she stepped on them and completely broke off the ear bar. I wasn’t even mad. Not even slightly. And she flips her shit and she’s like “I don’t want to go anymore”. And I’m like “excuse me?” and she’s like “Yeah, I’m not going”. And I sorta just lost it. I was trying to HELP her get her license, and she’s inconsiderate enough to try and cancel that because she broke MY glasses. Trust me, I made her fucking go.

A few days after that she had a doctors appointment, and I was apparently taking her (she never even asked me, she TOLD me I was). So I’m like okay, whatever. We wake up a little late, and she’s like “I’m not going, I’m going to be late anyway”. Dude. What the fuck. What.The.Fuck. I was pissed. Mostly because her doctors appointments are severely FUCKING IMPORTANT. I literally have to push her to get shit done, and it’s not even my problem. She’s going on 21 and she’s fucking irresponsible. I’m about to be 19. Later on in the week we were talking about the next time we’ll be seeing each other will be, and she’s like “It might be a little while, because I need to get shit done here. It’s hard to when you’re here”. Are you serious right now? I pushed and fucking pushed her to do shit, and I’ve completely enabled her to do all the things she needed. I’ve went out of my way to help her when I didn’t even have to.

The few times I have gone and seen her, she hasn’t spent a single fucking dime on me. I bought her food while I was up there the past two times. I’ve bought her food while she was down here. I’m pretty sure when we went to WalMart a few days ago she thought I was going to buy her tampons. I had to tell her that she had to buy her own. She didn’t even go get her money until after I said that. How do I always end up being friends/dating people who suck money out of me. Who never pay for a single goddamn thing.

I’m just done.

I was in the shower last night and I suddenly remembered how to do a certain type of problem on my...

Sun, 20 May 2012 19:23:00 -0400

I was in the shower last night and I suddenly remembered how to do a certain type of problem on my math final and I was so happy. Like you don’t understand. My brain works best when I’m in the shower. I wish I could take my finals in the shower.

It would be really hot if a girl used my hand to masturbate while I was asleep. Or if I woke up in...

Fri, 18 May 2012 21:11:00 -0400

It would be really hot if a girl used my hand to masturbate while I was asleep. Or if I woke up in the middle of the night to her masturbating next to me. Unf.

I’m also going to be toking with this chick in my English class hopefully soon.I’m...

Mon, 14 May 2012 20:58:00 -0400

I’m also going to be toking with this chick in my English class hopefully soon.
I’m excited for this. The only people I ever get to smoke with are Nathan and my sister.

I’m curious about molly and acid.I just really want to try them.

Mon, 14 May 2012 20:47:28 -0400

I’m curious about molly and acid.
I just really want to try them.

All the time things happen and you’re like “Why is this happening to meeeee?! :(“....

Sat, 31 Mar 2012 18:43:00 -0400

All the time things happen and you’re like “Why is this happening to meeeee?! :(“. Then later on everything starts to become clearer and begins to piece together accordingly and you end up learning something far more valuable than what you actually went through. The adversities in life go away, but the things you learn from them stick with you forever.

I’ll enjoy my days of self pity sometimes, but it’s a waste to let situations and people...

Sat, 31 Mar 2012 17:45:00 -0400

I’ll enjoy my days of self pity sometimes, but it’s a waste to let situations and people hold me down, and keep me there.

Everyday’s a new day for me to improve my life, and make it what I want. I’m starting to trust my own decisions without feeling like I need reassurance from someone else. I’m beginning to be able to control my feelings better and not give into them when I know I shouldn’t. I’m willing to get hurt for something I believe in, way too willing. And that’s something I need to work on.

Maybe there’s a few things that aren’t going the way I want right now, and perhaps some things are a little blah.

But in exchange for those few things that aren’t going my way, I received something far greater. I learned things about myself and life in general that I may not have if my life hadn’t followed up to where it is now.

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i was wondering why i kept smelling a strong scent of ketchup, then 30 minutes later i found out i...

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i was wondering why i kept smelling a strong scent of ketchup, then 30 minutes later i found out i had it smeared on my cheek.

"Happiness is a mystery, like religion, and should never be rationalised."

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“Happiness is a mystery, like religion, and should never be rationalised.”

- Gilbert K. Chesterton (via mweststrate)

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wowcrafts: “I Hearth You” friendship necklaces

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wowcrafts:

“I Hearth You” friendship necklaces

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evolvinglogic: Haha. So this is me. i want a girl like this,...

Sun, 19 Feb 2012 01:16:10 -0500

evolvinglogic:

Haha. So this is me.

i want a girl like this, but then again….who doesn’t.
zing.